cant find love, have u seen love?

I than searched swim and broke my back trying to find this thing called love, i rather close my eyes and dream about a guy thats different from the rest and nothing like my last, i rather dream about that perfect wedding i want with a million people but knowing i only know like 7 people i guess im going to keep dreaming. I know good women like me have to go through the up and downs before we really get that fairytale but just the thought of being 40 and not married like sex and the city and not being able to know what real beautiful love feels like kills me inside for real I may be 24 but im ready for everything love has to give because what it gives i will give back times 2 =)